I am sleeping in an F-type cell where I am a prisoner in a province of Anatolia. Around 3 am, I awoke suddenly, in response to a loud noise. The prisoner, who had just been transferred to the other cell on the back of the room I was in, was punching the walls, maybe headbutting, making loud noises. He used to stop and make dhikr passes from time to time, shouting “Lailaheillallah, Lailaheillallah”. I remember being very impressed because it was the first time I encountered such a situation. If that friend suffered on one side of the wall, I crouched on this side, scared, worried. In the following days, I started to listen to the noises coming from the neighbouring air conditioners, thinking what could be the truth of this business.
One day, someone called out to the prisoner lying in the room on my back and said to this person whose name I can’t remember now, “Brother, are you taking your medication? They are very important, look, you should definitely use them” I witnessed him recommend. I realized that whoever this person was, he was sick, tired, depressed. And on the evening of July 15 – I don’t know in one way or another, but what is certain is that under conditions that he did not decide – he was dragged into a whirlpool and he was not able to get out of that whirlpool, nor did he make it up to live in the whirlpool. For this reason, he had psychologically collapsed and his soul had taken the flag of bankruptcy by saying that’s all from me.
This is just one case that I have lived, seen. And we don’t know how many such things happen without our knowledge. There were many who could not pass through the Meriç River and died in cool and deep waters, right? You are aware of the fact that in the last period, the news that started with the statement that such a person with a statutory decree could not stand what they experienced and committed suicide, has been on the Twitter agenda. Everyone is aware of everything, but no one wants to shoulder their duty. On the contrary, we are faced with a structure
that is worried about taking advantage of this situation. This is a structure that we are talking about trying to gather oppression from victims.
They do not think, especially the mob of careless people residing abroad, they do not think about the future of the country or its grassroots. If not, they think of themselves and repeat the motto “we are right, we are right”. However, if they stop and think, they will have the opportunity to make the best decisions for both themselves and others. If they say, “We have repented, we do not know anything more private, we have the temptation to live as we are”, everything will be easier. But they are still in the trouble of following the past in the form of the same old thing. It happens to others because of their attitude, but they think that they are looking ahead, saying that it is not a problem for them, the rest is ours.
Those who hold the top of this structure -even on behalf of humanity- do not worry about the aforementioned grievances; I am convinced of this now. All they know is to think about “what can we do” in order to benefit from these experiences. Otherwise, they don’t care if you’re dead, finished, collapsed. He (Ilhan ISBILEN) was already at the center of the community for years, maybe he made support payments with lots of zeros for years, and he is still imprisoned in an F-type cell for a long time, to the assets of the wife of one of the people who are the member of “baş yüceler” (forefront), but fallen, who can be counted as entrusted to them. It would be naive to think that a structure that even attacked like a booty was thinking about others.
The year is 2022, but there are members of the organization who hold meetings in this country, saying that we are still carrying out privy/secret activities with the mind-set of the 2010s. Rest assured, these people are not stupid, nor are they sloppy people who would take pleasure in chasing such inconsistent things. But they fell in love with a ghoul who followed them, what would they do if they closed the door and had to go through the chimney on the other side? When they are asked what they are doing when they meet, their answer is “we are listening to the conversation of Hercules, we are reading notes from Hodjaefendi”. We are talking about a structure that directs a 14-year-old boy, who is investigated for meeting with a pay desk, to be acquitted -if limited to this- to use a fake identity for disgraceful crimes, according to the information reflected on the social media, and tries to justify himself by vainly tearing it off from it. We are at the end of the word, that´s that.
For God’s sake, what are you trying to achieve? Isn’t it a pity for this son of the country that you still do not hesitate to drag people into the unknown from your safe (!) homes in Munich, Texas, and other places. What if you, those who came to these games voluntarily, would come to your senses and say, “Lekum dinüküm veliyedîn/if your path is my path to you,” has not the day come yet?